I know I'll see you again

He chose to give up; but he try to catch every chance.

He gave up, I got no choice.
He try to catch the chance, i very appreciate, but his background made me stop.

What should I do?

返到唻其實有好多事發生, 但係全部都係秘密,
每一件事都唔講得既時候, 其實我都好辛苦,
除左聽完之後要幫手諗辦法之外, 仲要唔可以流口風,
要執生, 要係笑口迎人, 要扮冇野,
最慘既係其實我都想搵人傾, 但係香港真係冇乜人信得過,
我最相信既人係好遠既地方, 而且佢好忙, 怕打攪到佢...
都係自己搞掂左先再同佢講...

就係因為發生左好多事所以冇乜時間整理一下自己既生活,
I really wanna know whats between us? are we friend? only friend?
I remember that I told you do not do something or say something to make me confuse!
but how about now? why you doing or saying something like I still being with you?
you should know I wont give up to wait if you want me to stay!
but on the other hand, how about she? are you with her?
if so, stop playing around me and leave me alone, please!
i cant bear to being hurt by the same person for three times in my life,
dun play with my heart, its real hurt, really hurt!!

yes, i am, i still love you, so? everybody knew it, did u know? did you feel?
everybody knew why i back to HK, did u know? did u ask?
did u take that responsibility? did u care after that event?
did i do something wrong? why you saying nothing then left me?

I cant forget norman bday you told me that you want me to stay,
but at the same time your mobile was ringing, she was calling you at 3am.

she wake me up, i was dreaming and you got drunk.

I wanna ask you everytime u get online but i stop myself bcos i know u,
i know you will say nothing or say something not in topic, no answer, innit?

should i wait then?
心裡面掛住一個唔屬於自己既人, 其實都幾苦

返左唻兩個星期多D, 差唔多時候要搵工,
係屋企冇所事事, 有出冇入唔係辦法,
最近我既另類收入係做我姪仔既補習老師,
做得自己人既補習老師,
收費方面都只不過係丁屎咁多.... 總好過冇~
一至五, 教功課加惡補英文....
我要快d搵工, 努力儲錢, 我要買姑婆屋~!!!

I was back, I cant believe that I was back!
It wasn't the right time to come back,
not enough space to move at home,
no room, no privacy,
weather is wet and hot everyday,
the main thing is you are not there.

我好surprise你係msn同我講既野,
講真, 呢一年唻我真係過得好唔開心,
或者選擇離開會比留係你附近好,
我避開所有有你既地方,
避開所有一齊去過既地方,
避開所有會令我諗起從前既地方,
避開所有會講起你既人....
最後我選擇長期留係屋企,
因為我怕見到你!
 
當你係msn講你"好後悔當初放低左你"個一刻,
我先發現原來我未放低過,
因為我竟然為呢一句說話而流淚,
反而見到我愛你呢三個字, 我竟然覺得陌生,
如果你愛我既話, 就唔會一次都冇陪過我去醫院!

究竟你想點? 我已經放哂手避到返香港,
你都已經有佢, 你想我點?
點解仲要講咁多野?
就算我同你之間係有d野解釋唔到,
唔代表一定要去延續, 換個方式去愛囉,
一就一, 二就二, 拖拖拉拉為咩?

我好清醒, 你要既野唔係我度,
就算我幾咁努力, 你都唔會欣賞,
唔好因為一時既興起而對住前度亂咁講,
叫左你唔好飲咁多ga啦!

I have done all the packing today finally and called Sevenseas to confirm the collection time for tomorrow. They said should be around 8 to 9am. Oh gosh!! Its quarter past now, less than 7 hours to sleep. lol

I have been out with Victor whole day to view and search the house in Manchester and Salford, it was amazing appartment, the view is good, but the bedroom too small and not enough for 2 men and 2 dogs to live. So he has booked the other 2 appartment and house on tomorrow to view, lets see if it is good then will pay it as soon as possible.

Also we were having the fantastic dinner with Victor's cousin at A62, middle of the way to Huddersfield, the lamb henry was fantastic! We were going to trafford centre afterward to play game near the food court, i used 90p to win the doll for muffin who is the Victor's dog. I am genius init?! wahahaha~ lol